In January, I was the busiest I have been in a while. Aside from the holiday buzz and getting Bug back two school, I was busy working, trying to keep my house from going completely disgusting, and writing my ass off. I am sure quite a few friends and family had the annoying daily dose… Continue reading Boredom Brain vs Busy Brain
Tag: depression
It Defines Me
Ever since the beginning, there has been one long standing passion that never left me. There were days or years of neglect and there were days or years of excess, but not once have I ever stopped. Every writing has this problem and this gift. I know this. But, today is one of those days… Continue reading It Defines Me
Meds, Writing, and Working Out
As of late, I have been having my off days more frequent and so, I decided to go to the doctor for it. Well, the appointment went well and on Thursday I will be calling the mental health center to find a Cognitive Behavioral therapist to help me find the tools of coping. I also… Continue reading Meds, Writing, and Working Out
Random Emotional Update
I don't know if some of you are worrying about my mental/emotional health because of a previous update, but I figured I'd reassure you. I have an appointment set up for Monday and I will be going to talk about my depression. In truth, it is mild. I don't think about hurting myself and the… Continue reading Random Emotional Update
Odd Feelings…
Last night my husband accused me of being too needy. At the time it was a serious blow. I cried, I got angry, and I began to convince myself that I wasn't the object of his affections anymore. In truth, I became needy when he accused me of being needy. The sad thing is, I… Continue reading Odd Feelings…
A 60 Second Thought
When I was thirteen, I was diagnosed with depression. I had the works: the uncontrollable inner anger, the complete self hatred, and the unbridled need to end it all. Through long periods of self loathing and the need to save myself, I went through therapists with no real complete luck. Medication helped for the most… Continue reading A 60 Second Thought
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