In January, I was the busiest I have been in a while. Aside from the holiday buzz and getting Bug back two school, I was busy working, trying to keep my house from going completely disgusting, and writing my ass off. I am sure quite a few friends and family had the annoying daily dose… Continue reading Boredom Brain vs Busy Brain
Tag: Thoughts
Taking a Shower is the Writing and Publishing Process
Don’t believe me? Let’s see. Before you take a shower, what do you do? I personally start up the water to my preferred temperature and get undressed. This is essentially the outlining and brainstorming process of the writing. You are taking out the unnecessary bits and getting down to what matters in the story. Once… Continue reading Taking a Shower is the Writing and Publishing Process
I’ve Been Thinking
The first thing that comes to my mind when I say that I've been thinking, is the Gaston reprise in Beauty and the Beast. You know it. Gaston: LeFou, I'm afraid I've been thinking. LeFou: A dangerous pastime Gaston: I know. Yeah, sometimes I think my brain is crazy. Go figure. Anyways, that's not the… Continue reading I’ve Been Thinking
Writing…
There isn't much that is really pressing to write about, but for some reason my brain is frizzing out. You know that white noise that used to be on the tv when you can't get a signal for a local channel or the white noise in between radio stations? Yeah, that's how I can describe… Continue reading Writing…
That Feeling When…
I am constantly looking over my shoulder. I worry and fear that something that I've done has destroyed some kind of delicate balance in the universe. Sure, that may sound a bit pompous. I mean, really, who can honestly say they were so important that a large group of people or at least a segment… Continue reading That Feeling When…
That Feeling
Ever since I can remember, I've been a believer of Fate. One of my biggest quotes is "It's a sign." I used to think it came from my Mom, but it turns out it was a saying I always said. Even at preschool there were times where I would say "It's a sign." And you… Continue reading That Feeling
Feeling Good
A few weeks ago my mother and I had a conversation about life. She has been having speed bump after speed bump detouring her wanted path and had the well known blues that everyone has when confronted with the same issues. I proceeded to tell her how Karma (my chosen word for God) is watching… Continue reading Feeling Good
Odd Feelings…
Last night my husband accused me of being too needy. At the time it was a serious blow. I cried, I got angry, and I began to convince myself that I wasn't the object of his affections anymore. In truth, I became needy when he accused me of being needy. The sad thing is, I… Continue reading Odd Feelings…
A Senseless Button
Okay, yesterday after a great playdate with a coworker of my husband's, I came home to see SPACE BALLS playing. It's a funny movie, but really my heart lies with BLAZING SADDLES. Anyway, I'm watching the movie and it comes to the Schwartz fight sequence between Lonestar and Big Helmet. And then it hit me:… Continue reading A Senseless Button
A 60 Second Thought
When I was thirteen, I was diagnosed with depression. I had the works: the uncontrollable inner anger, the complete self hatred, and the unbridled need to end it all. Through long periods of self loathing and the need to save myself, I went through therapists with no real complete luck. Medication helped for the most… Continue reading A 60 Second Thought